Camera Therapy

There’s been no familiar point of reference for me these past five weeks. New town. New home. New job. New commute. I’ve had to find a new place to do my grocery shopping and tomorrow, a brand new stylist will cut my hair.

It’s been unnerving. I love familiar and there’s been absolutely nothing about this that’s familiar. I have had my share of anxiety and restless nights.

So I’ve made myself feel better, calmed myself down a bit by setting up a space in my new home for my camera gear. It’s modest, minimalist and won’t always look this tidy.

My desk. I use the red felt pad to work on my cameras.

My desk. I use the red felt pad to work on my cameras.

In my new house, I have a large closet to organize my gear and keep it all out of sight.

In my new house, I have a large closet to organize my gear and keep it all out of sight.

It’s been hard for me to find touch points during this transition that have brought me peace of mind, but I discovered that the process of unpacking and organizing my cameras brought about a nice, calm feeling of familiarity. Just handling my gear made me happy.

Photography has always been the one constant in my life, from my awkward teenage years, through a troubled marriage and divorce, moves and career changes, I’ve always had a camera or two. It’s been good and lately, it’s been necessary.

Winter Solstice

I don’t use the camera in my iPhone for much other than taking photos of the analog photography gear I write about in this blog or sell on eBay. Don’t get me wrong, the Apple phone has a fine camera and it’s damn convenient, but I just don’t enjoy the phone photo taking process beyond its utilitarian value. Photography for me is so tactile. Dials, levers and gears. An analog light meter needle swinging up and down in the viewfinder. The wonderful sound of a mechanical shutter.

On Friday night however, I’m glad I had my iPhone handy as the sun slipped below the horizon on the shortest day of the year. Mother Nature served up a spectacular sunset for me. I took a deep breath and held back the tears as the Pacific slowly swallowed up the sun. My last Winter Solstice on the Sonoma Coast.

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Sunset over Bodega Head

Thankful

It’s been nearly nine years since I started getting back into film photography in a big way. I had just moved to California, started a new job with a regular paycheck after a decade of freelancing, and was nearing the final years of paying off a huge debt load from a difficult divorce. I finally had some time and a few bucks and needed a hobby. If I don’t have a hobby, I work too much. Well, I work too much anyway, but that’s another story.

My first film camera in 2010 was a Nikon FE2 I bought off of eBay. The FE2 hooked me. Whenever I had a few extra dollars to spend, I’d go looking for another classic film camera. Selling some cameras created the revenue to try new ones. I’m thankful I’ve had the time and resources to enjoy so many great old cameras and that the hobby has been mostly self-sustaining. Here’s a parade of photos featuring some of my favorites, starting with that FE2.

The camera that started it all…The Nikon FE2

The camera that started it all…The Nikon FE2

Nikon F2AS

Nikon F2AS

Yashica Electro 35 GT

Yashica Electro 35 GT

Nikon FA

Nikon FA

Mamiya 645 Pro

Mamiya 645 Pro

Nikon F2AS Black Body

Nikon F2AS Black Body

Polaroid SX-70

Polaroid SX-70

Nikon F2 Photomic

Nikon F2 Photomic

Brownie Hawkeye Flash

Brownie Hawkeye Flash

Mamiya M645 1000S

Mamiya M645 1000S

Nikon S Rangefinder

Nikon S Rangefinder

Hasselblad 503

Hasselblad 503

Canon A-1

Canon A-1

Nikon F4

Nikon F4

Konica Auto S2 Rangefinder

Konica Auto S2 Rangefinder

New Canon F-1

New Canon F-1

Leica M3

Leica M3

Pentax Spotmatic SP

Pentax Spotmatic SP

Nikomat FT

Nikomat FT

Original Canon F-1

Original Canon F-1

Polaroid 600

Polaroid 600

Rolleicord

Rolleicord

Pentax LX

Pentax LX

Contax RX

Contax RX

Leicaflex SL

Leicaflex SL

Pentax ME

Pentax ME

Leica M2

Leica M2

Kodak Retina IIc

Kodak Retina IIc

Olympus OM-1n

Olympus OM-1n

Agfa Isolette III

Agfa Isolette III

Polaroid 450 Land Camera

Polaroid 450 Land Camera

Barnack Leica

Barnack Leica

Hasselblad 501c

Hasselblad 501c

Minolta XE-7

Minolta XE-7

Nikon F2A

Nikon F2A

Pentax K2

Pentax K2

Nikon SP

Nikon SP

Pentax MX

Pentax MX

Voightlander Vito II

Voightlander Vito II

Leica MP

Leica MP

Olympus OM-2n

Olympus OM-2n

Pentax 645

Pentax 645

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Nikon FM2n

Nikon FM2n

Minolta XD

Minolta XD

Canon P

Canon P

Pentax Spotmatic Black Body SP

Pentax Spotmatic Black Body SP

Nikon F100

Nikon F100

Pentax Super A

Pentax Super A

Leica R6

Leica R6

Nikon F3HP

Nikon F3HP